The Social Experiment: Battling SPCD and GAD

This is it. It is the year 2019. I am typing this on Veterans day and it is time to put a close on this chapter in my life. 10 years of suffering just to get tons of information about social media/interactions, through the entertainment industry. 10 long years. God graced me. I had to pull a lot of loose strings to get the information I needed. I even lost contact with tons of people. But that is the sacrifice for wanting to figure out if your theory/hypothesis is true. Today, I am going to talk about in summary format about Kanye West, Mommy Ankha, the embarrassing hashtag of BringBackKI and my constant burn out with the entertainment industry. Enjoy. Kanye West is my all time favorite rapper in the world. He is extremely diverse and he loves to try new genres. Kanye West never lets his haters get to him. Ever since he lost his Mother, I just kept my mouth shut and prayed. Now that I see him making headline news over his full change to Jesus, it just brings tears to my eyes. His r...

LMFAO! ROFL! Usually I don't start a blog like this, but you just can not take this sorry arse community seriously anymore. Today I am going to talk about....nope. Instead, I am just gonna post my speech on here! Enjoy and email me if you want to learn more about my experience. Ciao! Link to speech: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1G9ZdsxNmJ9USFQVA032kEpf0zwECPAmj (DOWNLOAD AND SHARE EVERYWHERE) (Email me for more .MP3 files of my videos as my different personas or just real life discussions. Definitely email me if you want to hear about why I feel why the fighting game community is just as bad as drug addicts) To be continued... Up Next: Year 10- End of Part 1 of my Social Experiment. Part 2 begins!

Social Media is literally my enemy at this point. From 2008-2016, things were just getting worse. Today, I will talk to you all in summary format about my experiences with reddit, ultra combo forums, Youtube and Twitch. Want to learn more about the other social media sites? Simply email me. It is just that simple. Ultra Combo dash Forums. I was miserable on this site.Nothing of what I said was being heard. All my ideas were laughed at. Ban after ban and just dealing with the (Lord forgive) most disgusting kiss arses I have ever seen over a video game. But hey! I met a lot of great people on there! Want to know who they are? You know the drill! Reddit. That site is pure cancer. Not to mention that it is a mess. It is a place where different opinions are reported and you get banned. Example? The Fortnite reddit. If you do not not praise everything that Fortnite does, you will be attacked by almost every single Fortnite player. And people wonder why I hate that game so much. I have plen...

As a kid, I adored these companies. (Except for Microsoft) Played their games. Respected their work. Yadda Yadda Yadda. Pretty much, this paragraph explains all the gooey lovey stuff that you would hear from any other blog. Since I no longer care that much about gaming, I am going to go ahead and just brush off all this rust.Buckle up! Capcom. A company that ripped me off for years. From Street Fighter IV and so forth. While I did enjoy their games, most of them felt incomplete and broken. Don't you dare say that to the forums or the fandom will call you obsolete. I gave up on them. I heard they are finally going back to their golden days. But I am older/ wiser now, and my views are still the same. Microsoft. Never trusted them. I respect their workers. They simply work for the government. Microsoft loves to keep secrets and sell our information. I know other big companies do it, but Microsoft and Apple are the worst. Even when I am an old man, I will still never trust them! Ne...

Don't you just love when great things just come to an end in a bad way? Today, I will be talking about four things. My time with Ms.M, how my friendship is at a standstill with Mr. B, job hunting and losing contact with the daycare kids. My time with Ms. M was magical. I gave her a lot of gifts because I cared. She loved to work out but I wanted to protect her too much. I got in her way. I said some things and now I am blocked for the rest of my days. No responses from emails or calls. I just pray that she is ok through it all. My time with Ms. B was awesome. Shopping. Video game and political talk. Movies! But it was costing too much money. I didn't have time to talk to him as much and he hated how I always texted. He told me "Thank you for bringing me back to Jesus" and now he is on his own journey. The good news? We are still praying buddies. Still love you my Thunder buddy/bro! Jobs jobs jobs! How many before I eat the end of my cob? Rejection after rejectio...

Remember how in Year 4, I was talking about college? Well, I want to make one thing perfectly clear to everyone that happens to read this blog post. I adore college! I learned so much and met so many new people. That is when I met somebody who has a knack for knowledge and is an expert in financial accounting. Let's call him Mr. BL. Mr. BL was awesome. Mr. BL and I did everything together. We went shopping, celebrated each others birthdays, he introduced me to Arcade Legacy, went to our first concert, my first hockey game and so many adventures. He even helped me during some low parts of my life. We talked for long periods of time on the phone. I am talking for hours upon hours. It was so much fun. Our friendship was so awesome, that we never got into any disputes or arguments. I never wanted our friendship to end. However, I had to make sure that I had tons of money in my pocket before I hung out with him. Why? My buddy loved to go go go. It was difficult for me to do that bec...

2013 was the absolute worst year of my life! Re-learning and learning some new methods of Microsoft Word. Watching more of my God brothers/sisters than usual. The agonizing accounting classes. Almost everyday just being so bad that it makes me sad. The entertainment industry just losing it's mind! Time to talk about this God awful year again, but I am going to make it quick this time. Accounting classes in college. On one hand, I met some awesome new friends and acquaintances. But on the other hand, I was stressed out. I studied more than usual. I had no tutor. Reading the entire textbook was a nightmare. And my God, I was always in a math tutor room. Then to make things worse, I fail the class by four lousy points. On the bright side, I am now more aware of where my money goes. Managerial accounting was even worse. The professor was arrogant and not helpful. She didn't care that I had memory problems. I barely had time to study for my exams/quizzes. It was the first class ...

Instagram. Oh Instagram. What a waste of my time you were to me. I can't remember exactly when I joined this overly blown social media app, but I do remember this. I was bored and nothing happened. Plus, I was embarrassed to find out that I was doing it all wrong. (Thanks FilthyFranku) Excuse me for using hashtags! It was the only way that people could see my post. I mean this "damn" app has over a billion users active online. How can the servers keep up with that? No wonder why it crashes on me at random times of the day. Now did I deal with any major issues with Instagram? No. As a matter of fact, it is one of the most harmless social media apps that I have dealt with. However, the nightmares of Facebook forced me to use tons of precaution. What type of precautions you might ask? Well I was very strict with myself by not following family members, no pictures and avoiding what I comment at all times. I was so concerned about my security, that I literally made multipl...